This is beyond frustrating. Words can't even begin to explain how I feel. Anger and sadness mashed up into one. I regret of my behaviour. I don't know what I had done just now. I wish I could turn back the time and plan a better way for my future. When I was kid, I was the most hardworking student and I bet I am the only child in family who behave that way. I hope that kind of attitude will remain the same as I grow up. I was wrong. It's true that people changed. I'm the one who changed. I did changes.