LEE RUBEEN 22

This is beyond frustrating. Words can't even begin to explain how I feel. Anger and sadness mashed up into one. I regret of my behaviour. I don't know what I had done just now. I wish I could turn back the time and plan a better way for my future. When I was kid, I was the most hardworking student and I bet I am the only child in family who behave that way. I hope that kind of attitude will remain the same as I grow up. I was wrong. It's true that people changed. I'm the one who changed. I did changes.

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senyum selalu <3 hye..how..Finally.. the day has come :B You know what day is today? it's wednesday.. Really sorry because I really don't have the time to update this and this.. hihi But now i'm here.. Being busy for the whole week.. And now just finished my work. YEAY! Tinggal presentation je ;) Just now I called my mum, because she text me cakap yang my sister, Emmylia at Sarawak dah selamat dibedah.. Alhamdulilah, everything goes well.. When I talked to her, I can hear that she's crying, but i pretend to be strong enough when talk to her.. I pun sebak sigh* sebab semalam i try to be strong that i want ry to step up by myself..i dont want him anymore.. just let us be a friend from now on..I know it, im not strong without him.. but he's got their own life..i wont bother..you are strong enough to face this.. Weee.. after all the night long..before i sleep..i crying harder besides the window..always reminisce him..OMG.. i need ti sleep now..hope tomorrow w

Suara itu hati Suara itu kata Suara itu cinta Suara itu pedih Suara mengungkap segalanya,tiada kata secantik bahasa jika tak dilahirkan dari suara... Aku bingung dengan Suara..Suara hati,lagi menakutkan..Aku bahagia bila aku bertemu dengan SUARA ..Aku x dapat nak gambarkan apa yang aku rasa..Hanya SUARA yang tahu.. Bibik2 pertemuan semula aku dengannya,, sangat manis dan rasanya nak saja aku hentikan masa itu..Tapi aku bukan TUHAN...Aku bahagia bila lihat SUARA tersenyum, SUARA gelak ketawa... SUARA beri aku harapan yang baru semula,, SUARA x penah ingkar janji yang SUARA dan aku x akan berjauhan.. SUARA terikat..Aku x dpt nak berkata apa..Aku sorang hanya seorang, SUARA faham aku, SUARA tahu apa yang aku rasa,, SUARA aku hanya satu.. SUARA baik, SUARA manja, SUARA klakar, SUARA ada semunya untuk aku...Kadang2 aku nak beri seluruh yang aku ada untuk SUARA ,tapi bukan itu yang SUARA mahukan.. Suatu hari aku percaya, SUARA akan buka ikatan yg melilitnya,,dan ikut kata

ABG PLEASE FORGIVE ME.. IM JUST NAIVE THAT MAKE MISTAKE.. STILL LEARNING THE RESPONSIBILITY TO BE AN ADULT..

SELEPAS MENGETAHUI SEMUANYA.. APA SALAH PRINCESS ABG? KENAPA ABG BUAT PRINCESS MACAM NI? SEMALAMAN PRINCESS XLEH TIDUR TERINGAT PERKARA NI.. APA DOSA PRINCESS BUAT KAT ABG? ABG TAU KAN PRINCESS SAYANG ABG? INGIN SEMUA KEBAHAGIAAN DAN PLANNING KITA SEMUA BERJAYA.. PRINCESS TAK MAHU PERKARA2 MACAM NI BOLEH MENYEBABKAN KITA TERPISAH..

This photo is the inspiration behind my new future kitchen which is my SUPERMAN give the permission to do this on his house..but i just want a lil space for it..hehe I love all the pretty pastels. *swoon* like this picture.. I ADORE this shot of a cupcake themed kitchen.. (which is also going to be the theme of our newly decorated kitchen) Another pretty kitchen that i dreaming.. I Love n like the soft green hutch and rose covered chair.. :p

HYE READERS <3 JUST IGNORE WHAT THE POST ENTRY BEFORE.. IS MEAN NOTHING! TQ...

For the one who cares.. I'm sorry.. It has been ages since the last time I posted something on my blog.. The time is jealous of me.. 24 hours per day isn't enough for me.. I'm freaking tired this whole week.. I don't get enough rest along this whole week.. plus i got fever.. I sleep late and end up waking up early in the morning.. I still feel like a school student.. Student is always be a student.. No matter which is your level as a student.. Being a student of primary, secondary, university and college is just the same.. Alhamdulillah, me and my sis managed to finish our biskut raya on Sunday.. And overall it done well.. Thanks to her who involved behind the scene in making the biskut raya.. I passed through a meeting of Mitsubishi on Monday.. Thank God that all my hardwork had paid as I got full smile from my editor.. Thanks toSUPERMAN for teached to focus on work while he's not here.. while he's not beside me..Phew~ I don't have any

to mySUPERMAN..i wish u make me happy.. and i make u proud of ME! <3 ~Alhamdulilah..dah puasa yang ke-22.. TQ Ya Allah! :) What a lovely day even it is too hot to be describe..but I do think today is a LOVELYday..Why? Actually, I also don't know why..but nevermind..forget about it..wee..owh yeah lately I'm busy.. With all assigment..buka puasa..biskot n cake..AMAGAD! i'm still alive after been through this horrible-life-serious-i-hate-i t :p Don't you feel the same thing?~I LOVE U SUPERMAN! na oven 7K!

JUST IGNORE A FEW BLOG POST BEFORE..IT'S MEAN NOTHING~

WHITNEY TRITON Semalam balik dari opis.. punyelah penat sebab nak mengharungi kesesakan jalan raya.. im listening a music..and for suddenly i saw that was triton mane plak yang suka hati ended my way..%^&* what is a TRITON? ape lagi..sms ABG.. we bla..bla..bla..about TRITON.. actually he's got lot of Fordwheels n MPV list.. sometimes he love to change the which interest he like.. he's like a woman change a cloth while he change the mind..hehe.. ABG..TRITON la ea.. Nanite.. "Everyone has a secret they haven't shared. . Everyone has a past no one's heard about.. Everyone has talents that people don't notice.. Everyone has weaknesses hidden inside.. Everyone has a story left untold, so never start judging someone thinking you know them back to front.. Because the truth is, you probably don't."

MY MESSY ROOM.. Hye guys How are ya? I hope everything will be alright.. My life was quite miserable nowadays.. And I seriously feel fucked up with some people around me.. Lately, I'm not talk too much with people around.. It's not because I don't want to talk with you people.. but I seriously have no idea what should I talk about.. So that's why if some people realised that I keep on my silent mode.. MY LETTER FOR YOU.. So yesterday.. I stayed up until 12:30AM just because make a cake for my officemate order and one card for ABG.. but i were ended up with sms with him.. Actually i've make mistake when he call me.. im just ignore what he wanna talking about.. is about #$%^.. So I wasted A4 papers just because I've lacked of idea to complete the love letter.. Finally, I'm done with the love letter for my lovely Myself.. I think i just wanna keep this letter.. -XOXO-

Im so sorry ABG.. Im sorry because im not give any attention.. about our conversation last night.. actually..on that time.. I suppose to majok ngan ABG.. ABG seriously.. im really not clear while we have a talk.. TV ABG pasang kuat cangat.. Owg lak kusyuk uat kek dak opis nak.. Im so sorry.. OMG I cant sleep now.. NANITE ABG <3

Waiting For U To Bring Me Out! When I miss you.. sometimes I listen to music.. read ur writings or look at pictures of your.. not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you.. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.. It’s true we don’t know what we’ve got until its gone.. but we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.. and i felt it last night... That special superman may be out of my sight... but never out of my mind..I Miss You!.. and i understand how precious you are...=).. there you because of ur future..may GOD bless you abang.. hope im still can sit on ur legs while you give me a roti canai for every single morning day.. i love i miss i hate i adore u so much..GUDNITE <3

ORIGINAL AND STRAWBERRY MILK

Why tough? fuhh I don't think you should asked me that because it's really tough man.. It's not that tough act.. But dengan puasenye.. Story nak taip ngan packnye -___- Oh yeah and ade meeting again.. I already let you guys know, this is my tough week.. Full with assignments.. Superb! Today baru je habis semua.. ♥ Oh yeah.. now my feeling towards someone ni makin suka hehe.. I don't know why.. Rase lain laaaaaa, tpi takpelah. Mungkin itu cume perasaan semate-mate.. I should not think about it.. Okay forget about it.. Kau tahu kau siapa, so kbye :D MISS U DEEPLY ABG

HARI NI DAH 2 MINGGU X JUMPA.. LAST JUMPA PUN 1st SAHUR n 1st PUASA.. TAPI DIEW JANJI NAK BALIK AWAL SEBELUM RAYA.. SO DAPATLAH BERBUKA SAMA LAGI.. N P SHOPING2 SKIT.. TAPI BETUL KEW? BILANYA? BOSANLA SOWANG2 MCM NI.. I MISS U <3

I WISH GOT A SURPRISE EVERYTIME <3 You guys i will never know how it feel to be home.. Even-though I'm home for almost every weekend.. after ABG treat me to be a kind boy..a good boy.. the feeling is not the same for this saturday 30 July.. I couldn't be happier.. As I go through all kinds of feelings and experiences in my journey through life, I hold this question as a guiding light.. "What do I really need right now to be happy?" What I come to over and over again is that my ABG is my everything.. ABG make me feel extremely happy and forget about all my problems.. Just like that day,ABG decided to spend time together awww sweet kan? for 1st day SAHUR and 1st day PUASA till he going back very lately night.. <3 NANITE ABG..CAMAT BERPUASA <3

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DALAM SEDAR DAN TIDAK SEDAR.. AKHIRNYA RAMADHAN KEMBALI LAGI.. Begitu banyak cerita menarik sebelum tibanya bulan keberkatan dan penuh keampunan ini.. ada kisah suka..duka dan bermacam lagi kisah tentang pengalaman hidup.. Bulan Ramadhan juga adalah sebenarnya pengukur kepada SETAHUN kematangan kita sebagai manusia.. tak semestinya kenan tunggu BIRTHDAY baru nak kata matang.. Well..apa2 pun kisah2 itu biarlah ia tersimpan di dalam buku diari aku sahaja.. tak perlu lagi nak berhujah hebah disini.. :) Untuk yang terakhir, Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan semua..puasa biar penuh.. puasa luar dan dalam.. kerana di penghujung Ramadhan bakal ada hadiah menanti diri kita semua.. Kepada teman2 mahupun sesiapa yang mengenali diri aku..baik buruk aku.. musuh baru musuh lama.. Selamat Berpuasa.. Minta maaf jika ada salah silap yang mungkin aku sendiri tak perasan.. MOGA TAHUN INI LEBIH BERMAKNA.. I LOVE YOU ALL -XOXO-

NEW PIC 2011 Hem sampai nak nitis air hingus.. mana x..dapat hadiah Barbie Baru .. hmm..sampai xtaw nk ckp ape.. so tgk jewla pic ni..hehe.. Ade agi..bukan tu jew.. dapat makan ala2 Drama Romantik Berdua.. and Bear Paling Besar..khau adoo? sama besar macam tong drum.. tp puas aku cari cable sony.. nak upload..x jmpa plak cablenye.. siol jew..huhu..later2 la upload k.. hehehe.. ;P

WELCOME HEHE.. Pertama kali..eiz nak minta maaf la.. sbb da lama x aktif untuk menulis blog .. mungkin disebabkan beberapa masalah.. apa2 pun biarlah masalah itu berlalu.. yang pentinf sekarang ni kite kne terus happy.. dan juga kena teruskan perjalanan hidup.. hehe..btol x alia? dalam tempoh da lama eiz x berblogging.. cerita ceriti sana sini.. ada banyak pengalaman manis yang eiz tempuh.. sampai lupe nk update blog..hehe.. nak taw ape diew? tengok la pic b