
Adam Cipta Sasmi
I have a mission on Adam.. I only got to talk on the phone with him last night from Kaherah to Malaysia..Well he is like so hard to reach, and his excuse was ‘line Maxis Malaysia problem??’ HAHA try harder Adam.. So he called me back and we talked, catch up things that we’ve lost for 15 months.. Well of course we didn’t catch up ALL the 15 months last night.. Time’s limited, there’s so much more to find and dig out.. He ask me "why your voice is Sengau?" HAHAHA.. I baru baik demam kot.. -_-!
Back to mission on Adam..This guy is quite interesting..Well so far I think he is.. Not sure if later he turns out to be the other way round.. hehe.. Good to know that a long lost friend turned out to be a person.. It would be sad if someone I knew grew up being a mess.. Last night conversation was good.. Though he had a lot of “we’ll see”.. atau di Kaherah kamu sudah insaf? HAHAHA!
I am very much looking forward to dig deeper on him since he said that there’s a lot I need to know about him..That got me curious and he only tells one at a time.. I missed 15 months so I have to know more, or maybe everything.. Boleh tak Adam ? hehe
What happened between us, what went wrong, who did who, what did what, this or that, me or you let it only be between us. We know what we have gone through. We know how hard and how easy it was. We tried everything we could to hold on. We failed, we failed. Time and place are just not on our side. The gravity is working against us. Everything is so hard and we keep hurting ourselves. We made up our minds and thought deep about what's best for us. and for now this is our only choice. For our own good. It is such a sad thing after everything we had. But sometimes we gotta do what we gotta do. This isn't a short term mind making. In fact it has been an on going thing. Like I said, we tried and tried until we couldn't anymore. So we just stop. Right there. i don't regret this. I never regret anything. We are moving forward for good. This just seems like the best thing to do right now. It just feels so right. Of course it is a sad thing that there's a full stop to it. B...
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