"is fucking depressed during 08/08/09 days..
i wish if only i can let go this misery..
like uploading into the computer and be relax,urghhhhh!
i'm so sorry if i never told u..
all i wanted to say that i fall in love..
but in the end..its ok..
i just wanna say thank you..coz u make me..
that much stronger.."suara machine!
***thanks WAN & AZIM***
You were not really there.You said we will have each other.The fact is,only you're the one who's having me and I was not really having you.It seemed like it was only me and in everything,I never really fancied one man show.That was what happened.You didn't take a look at that.I did everything I could and often I received negative feedback from you.We squabbled a lot.That's all we did and that didn't make any of us happy at all.To one point my heart just stopped from everything.It''s like it doesn't know you anymore.It just felt numb.Well,another one arrived.Made me smile,made me laugh until my tummy hurts.I am amused with his presence.Although it doesn't seem real,but it's just good enough for me.At the same time,you returned.Why now? Why do you have to return when things are all good for me.You came back when I need to the least.You were gone when I needed you the most.I guess time is not on our side.Nothing is.It shouldn't be so hard should...
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