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ASSALAMUALAIKUM KEHIDUPAN BARU..


senyum selalu <3

hye..how..Finally.. the day has come :B You know what day is today? it's wednesday.. Really sorry because I really don't have the time to update this and this.. hihi But now i'm here.. Being busy for the whole week.. And now just finished my work. YEAY! Tinggal presentation je ;) Just now I called my mum, because she text me cakap yang my sister, Emmylia at Sarawak dah selamat dibedah.. Alhamdulilah, everything goes well.. When I talked to her, I can hear that she's crying, but i pretend to be strong enough when talk to her.. I pun sebak sigh* sebab semalam i try to be strong that i want ry to step up by myself..i dont want him anymore.. just let us be a friend from now on..I know it, im not strong without him.. but he's got their own life..i wont bother..you are strong enough to face this.. Weee.. after all the night long..before i sleep..i crying harder besides the window..always reminisce him..OMG.. i need ti sleep now..hope tomorrow when i wake up..i will be okey.. i hope this year i will survive.. hehe wheres my next? erk.. i mean my new power rangers blue..



yes, lately my life is kind of miserable.. Is not that i'm trying to say that my life before this is perfect, no such thing man.. A bit depressed with the job and sometimes my negative feeling over shadow la plak an.. But i manage to control myself from taking the laughing gas.. hihi thanks for preventing me from taking those thing again and again.. People keep talking about me? heh I don't care and i don't give a damn.. sorry haters, i'm happy and special in my own way.. i dont want after this.. i will fight with my hero because of someone else.. annoying dude! now better im smile and follow my own way..yes right!

YES! THIS IS A NEW ENTRY..PEEPS.. PLEASE IGNORE THE POST ENTRY BEFORE OK..
THIS IS A NEW ENTRY FROM MY BOTTOM HEART.. :)

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