ASSALAMUALAIKUM KEHIDUPAN BARU..

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hye..how..Finally.. the day has come :B You know what day is today? it's wednesday.. Really sorry because I really don't have the time to update this and this.. hihi But now i'm here.. Being busy for the whole week.. And now just finished my work. YEAY! Tinggal presentation je ;) Just now I called my mum, because she text me cakap yang my sister, Emmylia at Sarawak dah selamat dibedah.. Alhamdulilah, everything goes well.. When I talked to her, I can hear that she's crying, but i pretend to be strong enough when talk to her.. I pun sebak sigh* sebab semalam i try to be strong that i want ry to step up by myself..i dont want him anymore.. just let us be a friend from now on..I know it, im not strong without him.. but he's got their own life..i wont bother..you are strong enough to face this.. Weee.. after all the night long..before i sleep..i crying harder besides the window..always reminisce him..OMG.. i need ti sleep now..hope tomorrow when i wake up..i will be okey.. i hope this year i will survive.. hehe wheres my next? erk.. i mean my new power rangers blue..

yes, lately my life is kind of miserable.. Is not that i'm trying to say that my life before this is perfect, no such thing man.. A bit depressed with the job and sometimes my negative feeling over shadow la plak an.. But i manage to control myself from taking the laughing gas.. hihi thanks for preventing me from taking those thing again and again.. People keep talking about me? heh I don't care and i don't give a damn.. sorry haters, i'm happy and special in my own way.. i dont want after this.. i will fight with my hero because of someone else.. annoying dude! now better im smile and follow my own way..yes right!

YES! THIS IS A NEW ENTRY..PEEPS.. PLEASE IGNORE THE POST ENTRY BEFORE OK..
THIS IS A NEW ENTRY FROM MY BOTTOM HEART.. :)

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MY BLUE VANILLA CUPCAKES

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WHY I HAVE N NEED A DIARY?

A diary is place where you write all your thoughts that came straight from your heart. A lot different from blog! A diary is usually locked and sealed, without letting any other souls to have their eyes set on every lines written honestly on every page of the diary. It is private and confidential, if you ask me. Well, there might be some secret thoughts of yours that you wouldn't want to share with anyone but only to yourself because only you would understand it. So yeah, a diary would be a superb companion.. p/s: so everything written on my blog n diary its only some of..so plz dont blame and ask me why the written is publish on my blog..because only me know what is writte..

INDECISIVE-NESS

Oh my, indecisive is so me. That word so describes me. I am indecisive in almost everything ! and that is not good. I have been like that I think since forever. I can hardly make decisions for myself or other people. It can be as simple as where to lepak tonight or what to wear today ? Still sometimes it's hard for me. Like now, I have been changing my blog fonts from Verdana to Arial , from smaller to larger. I like Verdana but it seems too big, when I set it smaller, it's too small. Then I changed to Arial , looking at Arial is not as satisfying as Verdana . hmm I know it may be not a big deal to most of you but fonts is a big deal to me. If a blog has fonts that hurt my eyes or just not friendly reading, I won't read. I don't like too big or too small fonts. Then when it comes to where to eat or lepak , seriously don't ask me. My answer will be nothing but mana mana je lah. If I myself got that kind of answer I will be pissed off because the reason I asked i...

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