ASSALAMUALAIKUM KEHIDUPAN BARU..

senyum selalu <3

hye..how..Finally.. the day has come :B You know what day is today? it's wednesday.. Really sorry because I really don't have the time to update this and this.. hihi But now i'm here.. Being busy for the whole week.. And now just finished my work. YEAY! Tinggal presentation je ;) Just now I called my mum, because she text me cakap yang my sister, Emmylia at Sarawak dah selamat dibedah.. Alhamdulilah, everything goes well.. When I talked to her, I can hear that she's crying, but i pretend to be strong enough when talk to her.. I pun sebak sigh* sebab semalam i try to be strong that i want ry to step up by myself..i dont want him anymore.. just let us be a friend from now on..I know it, im not strong without him.. but he's got their own life..i wont bother..you are strong enough to face this.. Weee.. after all the night long..before i sleep..i crying harder besides the window..always reminisce him..OMG.. i need ti sleep now..hope tomorrow when i wake up..i will be okey.. i hope this year i will survive.. hehe wheres my next? erk.. i mean my new power rangers blue..

yes, lately my life is kind of miserable.. Is not that i'm trying to say that my life before this is perfect, no such thing man.. A bit depressed with the job and sometimes my negative feeling over shadow la plak an.. But i manage to control myself from taking the laughing gas.. hihi thanks for preventing me from taking those thing again and again.. People keep talking about me? heh I don't care and i don't give a damn.. sorry haters, i'm happy and special in my own way.. i dont want after this.. i will fight with my hero because of someone else.. annoying dude! now better im smile and follow my own way..yes right!

YES! THIS IS A NEW ENTRY..PEEPS.. PLEASE IGNORE THE POST ENTRY BEFORE OK..
THIS IS A NEW ENTRY FROM MY BOTTOM HEART.. :)

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AKHIRNYA DIE PERSUADE SAYE.. PART 1

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RETURNED

What happened between us, what went wrong, who did who, what did what, this or that, me or you let it only be between us. We know what we have gone through. We know how hard and how easy it was. We tried everything we could to hold on. We failed, we failed. Time and place are just not on our side. The gravity is working against us. Everything is so hard and we keep hurting ourselves. We made up our minds and thought deep about what's best for us. and for now this is our only choice. For our own good. It is such a sad thing after everything we had. But sometimes we gotta do what we gotta do. This isn't a short term mind making. In fact it has been an on going thing. Like I said, we tried and tried until we couldn't anymore. So we just stop. Right there. i don't regret this. I never regret anything. We are moving forward for good. This just seems like the best thing to do right now. It just feels so right. Of course it is a sad thing that there's a full stop to it. B...

COMPOSE

"Everyone has their own dirty little secrets and I am keeping one now.I don't feel bad for it nor do I feel proud of it.At some point, I wonder why I let it happened and on the other I feel like there's nothing wrong with it.Truth is, this secret is indeed horrible.I could have avoided it in some ways but I did not. The thing is,I had a choice but I chose negative.Is it a mistake? I don't know.It seems like it's a mistake now but it could turned out to be a good thing,at least for myself.The worst thing about this is that it involves other people.The outcome for this will never be a win for every one involved.Swear,never.In fact,if everyone loses,I am the one who will be losing big time.That's how dirty it is. I always tell myself to think positive,but there is nothing positive in this.Believe me I have tried my hardest to find and think positive about it.The fact is, even if it is positive,it is still bad.Okay maybe,it's not the thing that is bad.Maybe it...

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