LEE RUBEEN 22

Day : Monday
Time : Night
Weather : Chill.Calm
Location : Ampang
Present : damsel in distress , the guy in
WHITE Topman shirt with the witnesses

Ding Dong ( doorbell )
door opened.
the guy in white Topman jersey entered.
damsel in distress - tight faced.

silent..

only a few words exchanged.
Damsel in distress back to the room.
CluelessDunhill 14 + N76 + lighter in handwalked out the room,
straight to the front door
Door Slammed! On the phone with the rebound guy.
two cigars burnt the clean lungs.
someone's coming from behindit was the guy in Topman white jersey
but he was now in a red t-shirt Blood rushed Dunhill 14+lighter hiddenwell,
he saw Cigars snatched Harsh words exchanged between the two Ego arose.
" Why? "" Why in hell should you care ?! "

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Back in the room

Questions asked again and again
Unsatisfied answers givenEgo arose
"It's all you"
" What about me ?"
" I know nothing about you."
" Where the hell have you been ? "
" You never called"
" You never text"
" You never care"
" You don't even love me , do you ? "
"Please understand.

I can never be them.
I am me"The strings were thin.
very thin at that very moment the low down
The guy in white Topman jersey uttered
" I terkilan "
Heart crushed to pieces.
Tears shed helplessly.
"Are you for sure don't want me anymore?
"Tears he again
Why was it so hard to say yes ?
Why was it so hard to even no?

Silent.

" We both made mistakes.
Forgive me for everything,
Forgive me if you're hurt,
and Thank you for everything
Promise me to never touch the dirt no more.
Maaf Zahir Batin"

Mistakes forgiven
But stillsomething is not right here
are still unsettled businesswhat the hell is it.?

Damsel In Distress.
Adam we r not nothing at all..

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