I WRITE SINS NOT TRAGEDIES

" Don't look back, just go ahead,
And accept everything with an open heart. "

So yeah.. this morning I had an Id review.. Been busy competing my work for the past few days ever since Friday to be exact.. Work, work, work with some sleeping time too.. of course haha.. Gotta have my beauty sleep ;p I know, I shouldn't be sleeping around this deadline for Id but hey.. my eyes won't co-operate with me, sigh.. Although, I've managed to complete about 6 new perspectives, 2 fully rendered, 2 half rendered and 2 non-rendered.. For the first time, I actually ENJOY drawing home the perspectives and rendering it all, attentively with watercolour.. And it turns quite well ;) I guess, I haven't lost my passion for Id, phew.. Haha, it was funny to have recall the madness night of mine, doing my work while having CA singing in my ears and with me singing along all the songs, including the Spanish (Contigo En La Distancia) ones too, hehe.. I was singing all the way and it annoys everyone.. Tee-hee, poor Aziem, Erfan ;p Sorry guys, my TH spirit is at the highest limit! ;D

What's over is over.. Review is over, so my Id is over! I'm getting sick of facing it over and over again.. Heard we gotta fully complete it for the URTV Taiping Trip.. Ergh, please say No! No more, no more! Idk what's gonna happen next month, I got the feeling I'm going to....(yeah, the word started with 'R' haha Redang ke? Romania ke? Ranting2 ke?) I hope not but it's a big chance I will, based on the review given by the editor, sigh.. I'll just have to wait and see.. In the mean time, I wanna let loose! Wanna break free from all those hectic days that I've had before.. But not til I've finished with the ...er..er..er.. sigh! Damn!

p/s: Really misses everyone at Kuantan.. I can't wait to join them to eat nasi lemak taman gelora! ;) And my dollies, Saiful Rafizal let's rock the night out with TH, soon! ;P and thanks to Kinohimitsu kerana menyembuhkan sakit demam ku..hehehe.. (promote seyh!)

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