Di Malam Penghulu Segala Hari.. Nadinya Tidak Lagi Bedenyut Merdu..

Pada jam 12 tgh hari 1 April..
Kak Nab dari majalah WANITA
gempar mengatakan Din Beramboi meninggal dunia..
namun setelah di selidik dia masih lagi koma..

aku sewaktu itu sudah terkejut..
aku doa supaya allah berikan lagi kesempatan buatnya..
aku masih suka akan lawak2nya di Era.fm
bersama Pak Nil.. aku macam xleh blah if dia tiada..

Namun apakan daya..
pada jam lebih kurang 12.30 malam..
menghampiri 2 April 2010..
nadinya terhenti..tidak lagi berdenyut..
malaikat Izrail yang ketika itu datang..
lantas mencabut dan membawanya pergi..

ketika 12.30 malam yang dingin itu..
masih ramai manusia sedang bergembira..
gembira dengan penutupan April Fool..
tapi sebaliknya, keluarga, teman rapat dan rakan media..
bersedih dan menangis melepaskannya pergi..

masih teringat dan bermain lagi di fikiran aku..
ketika di Final Raja Lawak baru-baru ini..
arwah pernah berkata..
"jika aku sudah tidak lagi melawak di dalam Era.fm
aku harap Alex (peserta akhir RL) adalah orang seterusnya"
apakah kata2nya menjadi petanda bahawa dia akan pergi?

apa-apa pun..
Din Beramboi still in Memory Lane~

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