Sometimes I am tired of the phrase " Please understand ". I am tired of understanding, I don't want to understand anymore. If something hurts me, making me understand it won't make me accept it. So what's the point of understanding it if I can't accept it ?If you want me to understand you, your bloody situation or whatever hell that you expect me to understand, please try to understand me first. If you really understand me, then you should know if I could understand you, your situation or whatever hell that you want me to understand. (yes I just repeated that)Now, understood ?
You were not really there.You said we will have each other.The fact is,only you're the one who's having me and I was not really having you.It seemed like it was only me and in everything,I never really fancied one man show.That was what happened.You didn't take a look at that.I did everything I could and often I received negative feedback from you.We squabbled a lot.That's all we did and that didn't make any of us happy at all.To one point my heart just stopped from everything.It''s like it doesn't know you anymore.It just felt numb.Well,another one arrived.Made me smile,made me laugh until my tummy hurts.I am amused with his presence.Although it doesn't seem real,but it's just good enough for me.At the same time,you returned.Why now? Why do you have to return when things are all good for me.You came back when I need to the least.You were gone when I needed you the most.I guess time is not on our side.Nothing is.It shouldn't be so hard should...
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