OWH HANA OH EIZ HARANTON

I am someone who are not very close with my cousins..Last Night i checking my hiding album and found this photo.. Cousins of my Mom's side.. On Mom's side is actually worse..I could say that I am closer with my friends than I am with my cousins whom I actually share the same grandparents.. I have a friend who are very close with his cousins, like a real family.. It's like their cousins are their friends too.. But that doesn't happen to me.. Well I don't really know why I don't really feel that 'family' thing with my cousins.. We are just not close since I was little.. That's pretty sad I think.. Yeah we only met on Hari Raya and that's it.. I am closer with my cousins on my Dad's side.. It's the age matter I think.. My Dad's side, they're about my age.. Mom's side, they are either five years my senior or ten years younger.. Literally. It's easier for my younger brother and sisters.. Most of the cousins are around their ages.. Good for them.. Oh and I always thought that the cousins on my Mom's side are all not good looking.. On Dad's side most of them are.. But last year I discovered that on Mom's side there are actually gorgeous eye candies cousins.. Guys yeah.. Now maybe I should get close to my cousins.. hehee :P

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