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BILA SAYA BERBAHASA

Saya seorang budak lelaki..Saya diminati ramai jejaka.. Saya rasa saya hebat bila disayangi ramai dalam satu masa, bagaikan dunia saya yang punya.. Saya mahukan semua, saya tak mahu buat pilihan.. Setiap seorang daripada mereka mempunyai kelebihan dan kekurangan masing masing.. Apa yang ada pada di sini, tiada pada yang di sana.. Jadi, buat apa buat pilihan jika kedua duanya boleh saya miliki?

Saya sayang kedua duanya, dan mereka juga sayang saya sangat sangat.. Saya rasa sangat bertuah.. Yang di sini sentiasa ada menemani saya.. Yang di sana pula sanggup melakukan apa sahaja demi saya.. Dia memberi segalanya yang saya mahu.. Dia juga sanggup berhabis duit, tenaga dan masa untuk saya yang dicintainya ini walaupun dia tahu tentang yang di sini.. Saya rasa sangat berkuasa dan berbangga.. Semua perempuan mesti cemburu dengan apa yang saya miliki . :)

Saya seorang Jejaka.. Bila bercinta, saya jujur, ikhlas dan setia.. Saya serahkan segalanya untuk orang yang saya cinta.. Saya tak pernah mengharapkan apa apa kecuali cinta darinya.. Apa jua yang dia mahu, sanggup ku korbankan.. Saya dicurangi, ditipu tetapi saya masih teguh berdiri demi cinta.. Saya tak berputus asa, sebab saya cintakan dia..

Walaupun saya tahu dia menduakan cinta saya, saya tetap setia.. Saya rela berpatah hati, saya rela menangis, saya relakan semuanya..Tak apa, saya tak kisah jika dia curangi saya, saya tak kisah ditipu kerana saya cintakan dia.. Saya korbankan harta dan nyawa asalkan dia ada bersama saya, asalkan saya memilikinya.. Saya melakukan perkara yang tidak masuk akal, tetapi cinta saya terlalu kuat.. Saya tak mahu mengalah walaupun saya dipermain mainkan..

Saya seorang jejaka, saya tunduk.. Saya seorang jejaka, saya kalah.. Saya seorang jejaka, saya terduduk kerana cinta..

Si budak lelaki kelihatannya kejam tetapi dia adalah seorang yang bijak kerana dia menggunakan akal.. Bukan salah dia jika ada hati yang berdarah kerana dia hanya meneruskan permainannya.. Si jejaka kurang bijak kerana dia lebih berfikir menggunakan hati dan perasaan hinggakan terlupa dia ada akal.. Mungkin jika dia dapat menggunakan lebih sedikit akalnya, permainan boleh berhenti dan hati berhenti berdarah..

Kisah ini ditulis secara umum untuk bacaan umum.. Perasaan terasa, tersentap adalah dilarang sama sekali.. Tetapi kisah ini benar benar belaka..tak semestinya diri saya..

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