What happens when he's your Prince Charming, but you're not hi's Cinderella?

" Like a deadly poison, you're killing me
softly and silently without even realising it.."

Tonight, I have open my heart and tried my best to stay strong with an undying hope and infinite trust which I know somehow, in any day around, it will soon be shattered.. I wish it wouldn't happen but everything seems to make it worth to break it into pieces.. I was led to a broken door that may put me into misery for the rest of my life if I avoid from forcing myself to put it at its end or the situation stay as it is until it got me stuck forever.. All those hopes and dreams of mine flew away gently with the wind, little by little.. I couldn't chase after them, they were too fast in motion leaving me behind with a silent scream.. With every little drop of tear fell down my cheeks, a scene of you and me was pictured in my mind, beautiful memories were shared, making it easy for me to be blinded by your love and words.. How could I have in mind that you could be the best thing that has ever happened to me when in reality, you're more like a nightmare that has been lurking in the dark side of my life? Sigh :'( But I don't blame you entirely since you've always been invited in by me without any hesitation at all.. Foolish of me, took the risk and ended up with the feeling like a piece of broken glass stabbed deeply inside of me, this bleeds my fragile heart once more..

" Boy, what are you actually trying to do here?
I'm plain confused, what do you want from me?
Dear boy, I wish you could just be honest with me like you've always been.. "

xoxo
eizharanton~

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What happened between us, what went wrong, who did who, what did what, this or that, me or you let it only be between us. We know what we have gone through. We know how hard and how easy it was. We tried everything we could to hold on. We failed, we failed. Time and place are just not on our side. The gravity is working against us. Everything is so hard and we keep hurting ourselves. We made up our minds and thought deep about what's best for us. and for now this is our only choice. For our own good. It is such a sad thing after everything we had. But sometimes we gotta do what we gotta do. This isn't a short term mind making. In fact it has been an on going thing. Like I said, we tried and tried until we couldn't anymore. So we just stop. Right there. i don't regret this. I never regret anything. We are moving forward for good. This just seems like the best thing to do right now. It just feels so right. Of course it is a sad thing that there's a full stop to it. B...

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