Writing A Post!

Note to oneself:

What's the point of writing a post if you're just wasting your time on doing it?

What's the point of writing a post if you have tons of work to be done?

What's the point of writing a post if your head is in a really big mess?

What's the point of writing a post if you feel tired most of the time?

What's the point of writing a post if you're not in a really good mood?

What's the point of writing a post if the person who reads it doesn't bother about you at all?

What's the point of writing a post if you're actually scared on how people gonna react after reading the post?

What's the point of writing a post if people started to judge you in every way?

What's the point of writing a post if it's just for the sake of wanting the attention?

What's the point of writing a post if you're in a state of giving up?

What's the point of writing a post if you wanted to cry but the tears won't come out?

What's the point of writing a post if your heart starts to bleed a little?

What's the point of writing a post if you have lost the strength to face everything that falls upon you?

What's the point of writing a post if you feel like you're already dead in this world?

What's the point of writing a post if you lie to everyone that you're happy with your current life but actually you're not?



Oh well,
but I'm writing it anyway since writing
is one of my hobbies and it's my passion..
Whatever is written inside me
at the moment are still locked,
no way I'm gonna write it here and share with you.
It changes from time to time, you know what to do.
If you feel like you want them to be changed,
I'll be glad if you can help. If not, let it be as it is,
with a burning rage in every written words. Danke :)

xoxo
eizharanton~