STAY AWAY FROM ROMEO!

I must say that I see love differently now.. It is still indeed the most precious and powerful thing in the world.. But how I see it now is different from how it was few years back or even last year..

I used to think that love is ALL about owning someone heart and soul, be in control of everything about him, all is about me and nothing else.. and as far as I am concerned, that never really worked for me..

Love is not all about having . It doesn't mean you can't love if you don't have him/her.. It doesn't mean if you have him/her you are loved either.. When you love someone, let him do whatever he/she wants to do..

Love is not about seeing him/her everyday, it's not about texting or calling every minute, it's neither about saying 'I love you' every passing hours.. How I see it now is, love is when you see that someone in your mind and heart every breath you take, it's about feeling secure in her/his heart..

Love is when you know that the person that owns his/her heart is you, you mean the world to him/her and the one she/he would wanna be with forever is you..

I may be mingling around with a lot of boys, boy friends, those who are may be more than friends but less than lovers but deep in this heart of mine, only I know and I am sure of who conquers my heart and soul..

-EIZ HARANTON-

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