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Hmm.. Nak emo kejap boleh? kejap je.Jadi melayu kejap la bila emo eh.
Rasa dalam hati nak curse or reka ayat ayat mencarut baru tapi apa kan daya lidah saya tak dicipta untuk perkataan perkataan itu.Tapi takpe la at least ada la terasa nak bercursing kan.Tahniah..

Okay so I named him Mr.Deja-vu today.Tapi little did I know that it is really a Deja-vu.Dia memang dah sah sah la Deja-vu tapi tak sangka la pulak the same thing akan jadi lagi sekali kan.Okay maybe patut dah disangka kan since sepatutnya jugak,pengalaman mengajar.Tapi mungkin TAK masuk ajar.haih..

Janji manis,ayat madu memang Champion la.Initially ingat this time it's not going to be THAT easy for you.Then tengok tengok hati sendiri sakit jugak.Memang what the hell la kan?. Takde sakit macam dulu sangat tapi sikit sikit tu ada la.Sikit pun still ada.Patutnya dah takde langsung.Fine la maybe nak acah acah ego tapi tak jadi.hmm..

Okay la maybe sikit tu rasa dia dah berubah.SIKIT je.Tapi dia buat hal lagi.Gosh bagi excuse lame yang sama macam dulu kot.Semua masih diingat kot walaupun sudah sembilan bulan yang lepas.Masih jelas di ingatan okay? Tak payah la nak copy paste alasan.At least kalau nak bagi excuse pun,fikir la benda lain.Bosan lah.Creative la sikit.haih..

Cukup cukup la what you did nine months ago.Takkan nak buat lagi kot? Are you freaking serious? Jackass betul.Saya bukan tisu yang orang buta tu jual okay.Tisu tu orang beli pun simpan kot.haih asal la emo ni.Tak patut la emo lagi pasal orang yang sama and benda yang sama.Sangat buang masa.Tapi ter-emo jugak.Mengeluh dah banyak ni.hmm..
So sekarang ni yang sudah tu sudah la.Penat emo,penat fikir.Lagi lagi emo or fikir pasal orang yang worth NOTHING..

Tengok ni first post bahasa rojak emo punya pasal.Dah jadi apa ntah blog ni.
Geram ni..

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