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On this very day, the question has been answered, as far as I know there's no one else fits with the descriptive clues that you have showered my mind with. Will I be psyched and overjoyed? or Will I feel the pain when tiny bits of shattered glasses stabbing my heart? Sincerely, I have no idea.

They say, sometimes love is unconditional, I truly believe in that.But will I have the strength to have this kind of love? Yes, I do but will it be enough? Again, if the truth has opened its door, you can't back down, you have to face whatever obstacles that might come in front of you especially the jugdements! Sigh..

And yeah, It's a true lie if I try to deny that I didn't have any feelings or the most beautiful "L" word towards you. To tell you the truth, I'm just scared if I wouldn't be able to carry on with you throughout this whole wicked journey of ours. Who knows? Someday, I will hurt you or maybe you will do the same thing to me? I don't know. I hope it won't happen, though.

Although, come to think of it, let fate decide on that. All that matters now, I have drawn a heartshape on you and never the less, I'm gonna say thanks for everything. A special thank you for being truly honest to me all this while :-) So hey, here's a question for you, What will happen now? What is the ending of today's story, huh? Now you know the real deal and so as I. I've been wondering and keep wondering, what now? Tell me or maybe just surprise me, please :-)
One thing for sure, whatever happens..I'm always by your side ( an deiner seite )~!

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