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THE KEYS..

"Life is filled with secrets, without secrets there wouldn't be any life. The question is, are you willing to know all of the truth, the real stories out there and are you ready to be chained as their supportive soul? Yes, this is the reality, people. Life's complicated, life's scary and yet life's blissful. Life is a blessing~if talking about sex. its the words will making you worst in your life. For me sex is a waisted time, lost energy and dirt the body. Let it come by itself. Its not the plan. If you think im wrong, dont enter the door i go~"

True! Life is never easy especially when you grow older in every second. There are beautiful moments to enjoy and yet the bitterness of life are always there around us. Secrets after secrets are revealed. With a heavy heart, you tried your best to listen to them and accept it truly as it is. Whether it is dark or a bright one, you can't seem to shut it just like that because the person who simpy let the cat out from the bag are so important in your life. You couldn't just leave them after they had to sacrifice their courageousness to tell you their hidden secrets. It means they trust in you, like a lot! And obviously, how wonderful or deep or even painful the secrets are, it's a shocker that you'll find it easy to just accept it like you've been blindfolded or something. The reason is simple, because you have drawn a heartshape on them and you wouldn't dare to hurt them. And better yet, no matter how hard you have tried to hide your secrets to everyone but the closest person by your side would always be there to listen and be the one who knew it all. Another secret has been passed into my ears and yet I have accepted it, sincerely. Whoa, how can I have all of these strength in me to have the ability to accept almost everything that came straight and directly to me? I just wanna cheer to myself, Way to go, Eiz..! Truthfully, I seemed to have own a lot of keys to a lot of different doors! Bismillah..

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